And as few read this blog, that makes this a perfectly fine forum for such an endeavor.
Perhaps I should do something more productive than this. I do graduate after this semester. Perhaps homework is in order. I'm just feeling mopey.
There are people that I miss, that I wish I didn't. People I want to see, but I know I can't/won't. Things I want to do, that I'm not doing. And on top of this, I'm signing myself up for a semester which is just too many credits, in all likelihood at least.
All of the hard classes, any of which could be beneficial for my sanity to drop. I don't want to drop them. I like them all. And all of the boring stuff, I can't afford to drop if I want to graduate. What to do - что делать?
Might go see some Toasters this weekend. THat could be neat. Just need to pull myself out of this mini funk I've fallen into.
This is self indulgent writing here.
- I tend to be poetic and fill notebooks with my scrawl
- But lately, lately it feels good not to do that. It feels good just to be for a while... not to break everything down, reanalyze, reinvision, reinvent
- What will they say? Will it be past tense? Or past subjunctive? The difference in the way they speak, may not speak loud, but it speaks volumes.
Eh. TIme to try to go work my way out of this.
-E
Soundtrack of the moment: Silence - for once
